here's wishing all of you a blessed new year that's fruitful, along with good health and loving relationships:)
love trulylaughter uncontrollablynever forget what made you smile
i really love you guys=)
remember, life is short, break the rules, reach for at least 1 star
dont hold back now, all those times You've brought me through
i'll be a fool to give up cause the goal is near br>
jons right... i'm really pathetic... think i should create a private blog so i won't scare pple who read my blog away...
ya so what he said's true, everyone has the same amt of time i do, esp those in ac... yet they're managing fine.. so i should be too... and i shouldn't wallow in self-pity... so now.. i'm feeling upset with myself for being upset in the firstplace... i dunno what's wrong with me.. like some emotional spin or sth... so out-of control...
and yes, since others are doing fine, why am i the only one who's spilling buckets of tears? i feel bad for bothering him, esp since we're not as close now... fell really lonely sometimes cause by mugging, i've shut out my close friends unknowingly.. like jon and qing and eunice... and the others are attached and all so i don't get to spend time with them...
so ya... the problem lies with me... guess i'll need to spend time with myself and figure out what's really causing me to lose focus and all... and i gta learn to stop that tear duct from functioning. my eyes are small enough alr so i don't want them puffed up still.. =S
oh shit i forgot tomug for chem test too. =S mug l8r i guess... really not in the mood to mug.. when's that fever coming?!